i love sy

Sunday, November 9, 2008 • 1:21 AM

working at COAST PARAGON is great!

what i like about coast paragon is the fitting room! the ambience made me feel like a princess! if only i have a room just like that huh? the lighting, the silverish wallpaper, the sweety sweety purple curtains. oh-so-nice can?

and last but not least i m really glad that ive made alot of nice collegues there. we can talk anything under the sun like seriously! or should i just say that we can clique very well? (:

and as for my dear zid; HE HAS BEEN A GREAT BOYFRIEND/HUSBAND THIS WEEK! thank you thank you thank you soooooooooooooooooooooooo mmmuch! *

-send me to work- pick me up from work- call me sayang- being extra extra extra sweet- treat to shokudo -

million thanks to you baby.. I Feel Love Ooh it's so good, it's so good......

dear.. just stay this way k? love you............... mwah! saranghaeyo!

Monday, November 3, 2008 • 12:24 AM

I MISS YOU & thats for sure..

I cant wait for tuesday to come...!

I'm just wondering hows my work environment going to be like..

but anyways just hope that everythings going to be fine on that day

& now im so looking forward for my first day of work..

just alil curious thats all..

going to work means i can also merayap after work...

hahhaah.. betol tak dear?

so you gotta do a mans job...

u know wat i meann...

Wednesday, October 29, 2008 • 9:15 PM

when i look back at our relationship, there's alot more things we haf to talked it out.. dear, i need to look into your eyes, i need to feel your heart. i need u to listen too.. we need to talk more about us.. hows our rlshp going on so far? if you realised that we talk lesser and lesser each day. where's our nite phone calls gone to? MSN? isnt it sweeter if u could hear my voice on the phone?

I wish to meet up with you often, i wanna sit down with you and talk to you about everything and anything.. i always wanted u to know how i feel, but i dont know how to bring it up to you. If i choose to keep quiet, it will hurt me even more. but on the other hand, i also believed that some things are better off to be left unsaid. cos maybe whatever that i feel is not really important. what important to me is about you.. about how you feel.. why am i doing this is also for the peace of our relationship.

dear, You have all the support from me esp my parents. they are concerned about our relationship.. and as a daughter, i dont want to dissapoint them and im sure you too ryte? Now we should learn to deal our relationship together as a matured couple. if its just a small issue we should quickly solved the prob before it prolonged further..

About your insecurity- do u always think that im gonna be unfaithful to you? if you do. i want u to think really hard. why am i still here? you have stayed with me for almost 3 years. more or less you know what kind of person am i right dear? the reason why i'm still with you up till now is because of my heart & i follow what my heart says. I cant be apart from you anymore.. i have alrd took the test and i have failed.. i ask myself why? & the answer will always be You.. You are the reason why im still here.. I believed in this relationship.. it can go far.. There's always a solution to a problem.

I know you're feeling insecure right now.. but i am here trying my best to proved to u.. to show u more love and to throw away all my egos.. to win back everything that i haf lost. your insecurity especially. dear, try to have a lil faith in me k? the rest you can leave it to me.. how im gonna proved to u..

dear, i can be your best gf. i can be your best wife.. i can be the most sweetest gf and the most caring one.. but as long as you love me sincerely and love me for who i really am. i promised i will be the best i can.

Here's for you.

You are the reason, everything
I have ever dreamed of.
The beat to my heart.

You are the reason i dream when i sleep
And the reason for waking up in the morning..

You are the only one with the key to my heart,
the one i want to hold forever and ages to come.
I love u more than you could ever think of.

and its the truth-

love you always to my dearest zid (:

Monday, October 27, 2008 • 4:40 PM

Watch towards the end of this video.. finally they are married.. so sweet.. !

• 2:37 PM

HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO ALL! ....... so today i just plan to stay at home. or maybe going out later with mama n sha2.. but for now my bed is calling me... with this kind of weather.. oh-so nice for a nap.. before that i need to transfer all the new songs that i downloaded ytd to my mp4. so that it can at least lullaby me to sleep later. I need to hear 'always be my baby' by david cook.. my favourite song of the month! haha.. bored- so dont mind me.. i really got nothing to talk about. btw i dont even know what my dear syed yazid is doing ryte now.. sleeping i guess? or maybe he's out. okay anyways.. i guess i should just end here.. cos im almost done with all those picture editing and transfering of songs.. last but not least.. im gonna post a few pics here.. sorry for being so random.. k toodles!

• 3:02 AM

im worried about you.. no msg no calls.. nvm. its okay.. i just have to understand that you're too busy that u dont even have the time to call me. just hope that you're thinking of me.. Now, i just choose to remain silent. i think that will be the best way. im not going to get angry anymore.. just live the way it supposed to be.. if this is the way, then i'll have to just go with it. cos getting myself frustrated and angry wont do me any good. in fact we will argue even more. i should just learn to be more relax and have abit of patients in myself. so we dont have to be spending most of our times arguing or quarelling.. i just want us to be happy all the time.. thats all and i believed i should just give and take & try to learn to be more understanding from now on..

Monday, October 20, 2008 • 11:54 PM

Dear, i hope that i will be able to gain back your trust. I dont want you to feel insecure being with me. You know that i am very faithful to you. Dont doubt my love for you.. it hurts me dear..

I need you to believed in me, to trust me and have faith in me. I dont want us to be spending most of our times talking about guys that never ever existed in my life.. U know i love u, isnt thats all that matters to you? what should i do so that you will secure? dear, please tell me..
I want to be the best for you.. best gf u ever had in your life... Despite all the arguments i cant deny that we compliment each other in everything we do, making each other stronger. dear, never forget to let me know just how important am i to u and how much im needed in your life k? i also wants an assurance.. my happiness now is prolonged only because of you. i depend on u how u want to make me happy k dear? but no matter what u just remember that I love you and everything about you. That's what gets me through every minute of every day that i am without you.. I cant deny the fact that there have been hard times, bad times and good times we managed to pulled it thru. thanks for ur support and last but not least my parents who have been supporting us too... hope we can be better day by day... just cooperate k darling?

I LOVE YOU &

WILL ALWAYS DO..